It has been a few years since I went inside a movie theatre. In fact, I think the last movie I saw that was not at home on a dvd was when my Dad took Natalie and I to a screening of Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
It is not unusual for kids like me on the autism spectrum to find the experience of watching movies in a theatre overwhelming. The sound and lights and crowd combine for a sensory overload, and we get really disregulated.
The last time Mom and Dad tried to take me to see a movie was when we were in Chicago visiting my Grandmother. I really, really, really wanted to see the movie "Up". In fact, I had been seeing billboards for "Up" everywhere we drove in Los Angeles. I had even seen the trailer for "Up" many times on YouTube. But when we got into the lobby of the theatre for showtime, I freaked out. Yep. I just did not want to go inside that dark auditorium. No way. I laid down on the floor and would not move! So my Dad waited outside in the lobby with me while the rest of the family watched the movie. I didn't mind, I was just happy not to go into that loud terrifying place.
Dad tried a few more times back home, because he knows how much I love movies, but just walking into the lobby of a movie theatre gave me the willies.
Coraline. Didn't see. Fantastic Mr. Fox. Waited for dvd. Even Toy Story 3. See you when you come out on home video, Buzz.
But Saturday was my birthday. I turned five years old. My Dad got me a mini-chocolate cupcake. I ate it and got the frosting all over the back seat of Dad's car. And I felt great. Unstoppable even. And I can't tell you how many times I have watched ALL of the different trailers and video clips and behind-the-scenes teasers of that Despicable Me movie on YouTube.
Yes, I taught myself how to open Safari now, and I can type D-e-s-p-i-c-a-b-l-e M-e into the search engine, and when I find the menu of all of the video content, I can watch it and replay it. So cool.
Which is just a lot of words to say that I told my Dad to take me to Despicable Me, and I walked right into that theatre, bought my ticket, got some popcorn, and sat down totally excited. My Dad warned the patrons around us that I might talk through the movie, but they did not seem to mind.
In fact, I knew more about the movie than most of the other people in the theatre so I kind of narrated all the cool moments that I had memorized from YouTube. I was pretty loud, but that is the kind of enthusiasm that I imagine the people who made Despicable Me would love to see from a kid..
And can I tell those people right now - I LOVE THAT MOVIE.
I think it was the best movie I've ever seen. I LOVE GRU. I LOVE VECTOR. I even love KYLE! Can you believe it? I can't wait to see that movie again. And when you love something as much as I loved watching Despicable Me, I don't know how it happens, but I wasn't scared, and although I was talking pretty loud and flapping my hands and even jumping up and down sometimes, you know, I felt pretty regulated and focused for those 90 minutes of fun.
Thanks, Minions, for making the movie theatre a safe place for me again!!
love,
Diego