I don't remember the year, but at some point in the late '60's my sister and I moved with my Mom to this big new high rise that was only a few doors down the block from the small brick house we grew up in. Though geographically close, it was emotionally miles away.
I believe it was housing that was in some way subsidized for lower and lower-middle income families. We lived pretty high up, and it was one of the those places where the elevator broke down fairly often, and once there was a fire in the building and it was a big scare as the stairwell was filled with smoke and we had to shove towels under our front door and open up all of our windows and hang out to watch the Chicago Fire Department do their job below.
But what I mostly remember was that the walls were paper thin, as were the doors, and that once upon a time when my older sister and I were fighting over the kind of stuff that mattered desperately then but has faded into oblivion now (probably who got to watch what program on tv at the time), I threw a punch at her and my small fist went and popped a gaping hole right through her flimsy bedroom door. In the tit for tat that usually defined these exchanges of sibling rivalry, she went and got a hammer, and she tried to hammer a matching hole in my door, but surprisingly, perhaps by some law of physics that governs poorly constructed domiciles, the hammer just kept glancing off the door, scratching it pretty badly, but leaving it frustratingly intact.
Luckily she didn't turn that hammer on my skull or I wouldn't be here writing this!
Sorry, sis! I probably never got to say that.
Moving on up, when my Mom got remarried in the early 1970's we moved into this older but more elegant building. My room was right off of the kitchen, and I remember I was somehow allowed to paint it an eye-jarringly shade of dark blue. It looked pretty cool with my black light on, as did some of the day-glo posters I had up on the walls. There was a kind of service window connecting my room to the kitchen, so what I lacked in privacy, I could sometimes make up for by having a warm piece of Sara Lee Butter Streusel Coffee Cake and a glass of milk shoved through the slot by my obliging Mother!
Many years later I found myself in this modest apartment building, a mile of so west, near the "L" train tracks. My apartment was on the 3rd floor, and one of the more memorable things that happened to me here was when there was a knock on my door one day, and I opened it to two plainclothes police officers. I still haven't figured out how they got up there without ringing the doorbell.
They were there to question me as I had been a witness to an act of police brutality that occurred in the train station at 35th Street, while I was on my way to a White Sox game at the old Comiskey Park. I was with my sister's boyfriend, and we were alone in the station when we came across a circle of uniformed policemen and a black man on the station floor who was beaten and bleeding, handcuffed, and subdued but still struggling.
We hustled on out of there with our eyes averted, but were caught on the surveillance camera in the station, and when we later heard on the news that the suspect had died in the police car on his way from the station, we knew that we were going to be involved. We each had gone downtown and given a statement of what we saw.
My midday visit by the flatfeet (how did they know I was home?) came a few months later. It had a veneer of matter-of-fact-ness to it, but underneath the simple questioning of the details of my statement around the kitchen table of my small one bedroom apartment that day, I remember how intimidated I felt by the big guy in the police windbreaker who never spoke, but stood there looking at me. And I remember the speech that the speaking-guy gave me, about how it is a jungle out there, and how tough it is to work the mean streets as a cop, etc. It was a good speech. It had the ring of truth. I wish I had written it down.
But what place did it have in my home, and under these circumstances?
The accused cops turned out to have a history of abusive behavior that came out in the press during their long legal ordeal. I believe they were kicked off the force. I kept waiting for the other shoe to drop, but I was never called to testify in court.
Just another one of those strange things that happened back then in Chicago, as I was reminded on my recent visit home.
william